Over two years have passed and although we have met up on a number of occasion (the number I could probably count on my hand) not much has changed between you and I. In fact, I fear that we have grown further apart and our lives are destined to drift ever along two different tracks. Sometimes I still feel that when we're together we fit too perfectly together, but then I have to shake myself and to spring back that memory that perhaps it's not to be.
So, what's new with me...
Not a lot.
I was seeing a guy towards the end of 2014 and brought in 2016 together where he met my mum. We got dressed up, went to a ball and had a whale of a time. And then, a couple of weeks after reigning in the new year he decided that it wasn't to be for us... and then a few weeks after that I discovered that the main reason for this was the fact that the other girl he was clearly seeing was pregnant! So that was the end of that! He had a little girl and they all look very happy together, so I'm pleased for him that everything's settled.
Following that I spent the majority of the year on my own, had a few cheeky online flirts, but nothing came from it. Then earlier this year I went on my first date in a long time and although he was lovely and we had an enjoyable night I could tell that nothing more was going to come from it. And that was fine. Now, I am still single and just mulling along.
I'm not that bothered by guys at the moment, perhaps I need to focus my heart inwardly for a change.
Bye for now,
Love (quietly),
Me
