Dear Heart,

I have been doing a lot of inward soul searching of late. Over the past few years I have felt my heart and soul growing darker and more heavy. Recently it has become too much of a burden for me to carry on my own and without having someone to share in those hard moments with I decided to take the plunge and see a professional.

For now, I am moving along slowly. Trying to learn to love myself more than anything else - which has always been something I know I have struggled with. One day soon perhaps I will get there.

I do find myself yearning for someone like you, who always made me feel like I was someone special and worthwhile. Like I was destined for great things and was this presence that brought light to the world. Perhaps I need to try to make myself feel like that instead.

Love (alone),
Me

Dear Heart,

Sometimes I find myself questioning my judgement on you. I find that as time goes by from our cherished moment together that I begin to wonder if it really meant anything to you. Do you just say these things because you can, because you think it'll make me happy? Or course, it does make me happy, but what would really make me happy would be if you stop being so aloof! Speak to me! There are so many memories I want you to recall - do you remember them on your own or is it only when I bring them up do they start to filter back into that beautifully romantic mind of yours? I think I shall start reminding you of our memories more often... it's only fair that you should be cursed with having to remember all those wonderful times too! I hope you're happy.

 

Love (I guess always),

 

Me.