Dear You,

If you have come here then I guess you must be wondering what this is all about? Well, it's tricky to explain...

Have you ever loved someone so much, with all your heart and soul, truly believed that you were just made for each other, that you were soul mates from years gone by just waiting to be brought back together? Well, this happened to me. Only we never dated, we lived together while at university and became best friends. I didn't see it to begin with until our friends started saying that we should be together and then it's like a light came on and I realised what all my feelings truly meant. He left to travel the world, but not without telling me how he really felt - that he loved me. Heartbroken and desperate to know if he really meant it I tried to move on and told myself that he didn't mean it in the way I wanted him to. I moved on, or at least I thought I did, and started a relationship... but he was always in my mind. The big 'what if' loomed in the darkest recess of my mind and has plagued me ever since.

Now he is back...

Now he is back and I can't understand what to do - we are both with other people. So I have opted for something that I know I can do. Write.

So here I am writing him secret love notes, wondering if he will ever see them, allowing myself to dream of an outcome where everyone is happy, waiting for the Hollywood style romance to blossom with music blaring.

 

Who knows where this may lead?